"... Con el músculo que creí muerto..."

Los grillos sonaban.
Frío,
como de escarcha.

Cantan campanas de un pasado que convertiste en gélido
y yo,
aquí,
quemándome,
a pesar de ti, sombra.

Aún puedo quemarme.
De hecho ardo como nunca.

Y te recuerdo,
como de siglos.

Cicatriz aprendizaje,
astada certera,
cuánto me he perdido que ahora sé que no debo perderme nada.
Embestida atroz que ahora abierta
me empuja más a amar con la entraña viva,
palpitante,
con el músculo que creí muerto.
Helado.
De mentira.
Ficticio.

Y como nunca me dejo entrar la vida por la pura vena.

Qué mejor que darte las gracias.

"...¿Recuerdas cuando yo moví tu interior?

La bendita noche fue moviéndose también.

Y todos nuestros alientos dibujaron aleluya...".

"Hallelujah", Rufus Wainwright

I’ve heard there was a secret chord / That David played, and it pleased the Lord / But you don’t really care for music, do you? / It goes like this / The fourth, the fifth / The minor fall, the major lift / The baffled king composing Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Your faith was strong but you needed proof / You saw her bathing on the roof / Her beauty and the moonlight overthrew you / She tied you / To a kitchen chair / She broke throne, she cut your hair / And from your lips she drew the Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Maybe I’ve been here before / I know this room, I’ve walked this floor / I used to live alone before I knew you / I’ve seen your flag on the marble arch / love is not a victory march / Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / There was a time you’d let me know / What’s real and going on below / But now you never show it to me do you? / Remember when I moved in you? / The holy dark was moving too / And every breath we drew was hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Maybe there’s a God above / And all I ever learned from love / was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you / Its not a cry you can hear at night / Its not somebody who’s seen the light / Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah / Hallelujah, Hallelujah.